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Its not like i've seen better days, there behind me and I count the days till I find. Something to call home again. It feels like my hearts in knots and i don't know where to go or who to call my friends, or who to call when i'm alone.
but i feel like that's just the way you feel when you're frustrated, mentally underrated and I, I found the songs that describe me, so please, just leave me.
My anxiety just gets worse by the day and I, can't get by without seeing your face, even though its not mine to hold i hope you hear my voice when you're all alone because me fear breaks my bones and haunts my bedroom when i'm all, alone. And i know you're stronger than me but it all seems to catch up to us eventually.
eventually, i'll see you, and you won't even notice me.
Say the things i've always wanted to say my heart gets closer to stopping, day by day, and at night i feel my fears, they yell at me from the walls and re-infect my ears. I hope my voice just lurks in your head never really stopping till i'm dead and gone, I was wrong, I was careless, I can't believe i called myself fearless, when i was never fearless at all
I was never fearless at all, The Cleveland air shakes and stalls the thoughts in my mind,
Please break my bones turn me into stone, i hope you know when i get home, i take time just to get out of the house, just to think about something besides killing myself, and even then i still take time to think of all the things i've left behind, to help me fuel my mental rage, I guess laughing at the past is more painful these days
Say things we've always wanted to say
My shaking hands will follow me to the grave
Tell me I will see better days
Just keep my heart beating.
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